4walls

my past has bled me dry. your thoughts are better recognized if i drift my soul away. as i wash myself in panic to become clean, i find myself lost once again. no wonder why the dust settles in the deepest corners. sometimes saving a savior seems to be worth much more than this. but these doors are open only a crack, and you keep pushing me back. heres a tall tail lie that i keep telling myself. all my dreams fly solo in this world of imaginary disbelief. curse my sword, my blade is dull, my guard is down. vulnerable to your existing escape. leave me where you have found me, and ill burn away. leaving only a shadow in your mind, this is a forever failing good-bye. i know we may forget each other on earth. but lets at least be friends in heaven. for what its worth, im not the man that i use to be. for the better: your the only light i will ever see. but even now more than ever, that too seems to be dull. and forever echoes quietly in the horizon. loneliness creeps in, and its been such a short while, to even remember who i was before.